jueves, 30 de noviembre de 2023

NMH3 'Fix it' Headcanons.

Just wrote a lot of what I hated on the NMH3 in an unpublished blog entry to feel a little at peace with myself and concentrate on my 'fix it' headcanons (I got even madder and sad but that's not the point of this entry) So YEAH, here is my NMH3 fixit delusional headcanons!




The real Henry is not with us in NMH3, I believe that the shadow on the window after his fight is his real body being controlled by the emerald on his forehead. (OR also the one who kills Travis in the bathroom is just another one of his clones and the real Henry is kept on a tube or something to use him to do more clones of him.
 
The emerald thing on his forehead (for me) would be like some kind of tiny alien holding onto Henry’s forehead and possessing him in mind and body. Meanwhile, the real Henry, or his soul/real consciousness is trapped in a sort of dreamscape, like the one in NMH2 while fighting Mimmy, but instead of her, Henry imagines Travis in a similar shape as Mimmy, sporting instead his Glastenbury armor but in the moe way Mimmy has hers. 

This little Travis would talk a dialogue similar to Mimmy’s, about Henry not wanting out of that ‘dreamscape’ and that he is but the creation of Henry’s mind. The memories that the clone Henry mentions can be real memories that have been distorted by the Emerald ‘alien’, and the whole ‘I was brainwashed to think I was part of the Cooldowns and now I am myself’ is actually bullshit made up by the same Emerald alien and the different voice is the voice of the Emerald alien as well. Travis would be fighting the fake Henry with his ‘Relaxed style’ outfit but would be wearing a ‘Sir Henry Motherfucker’ T-shirt in a similar style each alien from the top appears in one whenever Travis defeats them. This Henry T-shirt would have the face of his old design.
Set of hc drawings I did on 2022, this refsheet is my life.
 



Henry imagining Travis in a Glastenbury mecha suit.
(I tried to do a similar design to the one Mimmy uses in NMH2).




I was revisiting the 1st and 2nd games in order to feel again and to have more details I might have forgotten about Henry's interaction with Travis and it made me even more sad how his character was practically killed.



ven_porque_te_necesito.mp3



I have attached myself to the idea of Henry being trapped in a dream, I can't let it go. In NMH2 the particular dialogue he has with Mimmy resonates with me profoundly after seeing his ''development'' in the other games. If Henry being deranged and brainwashed by watching Thor was a joke, I don't think it worked in the long run....at least for me. I miss Henry.








 Another thing that has me kind of giggling everytimes is WHY would Henry dream about a mecha loli. Ofc I know that he is surrounded in Travis' room that has tons of that merch. I noticed a little mecha like the one Mimmy wears on a shelf near his closet plus the green haired loli figure he has on his desk. So I thought why wouldn't I draw a shota Travis to 'torment' Henry in his mindscape? 




Small study of the siblings as kids and a heavily stylized little Henry.




How DARE you look like this and then in game he's NOT HIMSELF??? 
I love this drawing of Henry so much and it hurts my soul that he's so different on NMH3, why did they have to change his whole personality....I mean, him 'unlocking memories' doesn't need to be whiping his personality completely... I will cry forever about this, bear with me....

Don't get me wrong, I loved the HenTrav crumbs (the kabedon aaaaaa) and 'childhood lore', but it's just not him...GOD why didn't they even try to match his old voice... the voice makes everything not mix well for me.


Henry on 1
Henry and Travis 'getting along' on 2
The biggest mistake of NMH2 was to make Travis worried about Henry being dead as well as Sylvia and Shinobu. He takes Henry's head! Just look at Travis' expression. I ship them so hard....


Curse you, TSA. (Not really)


THE HENRY FACE STUDY FROM THE BOTTOM LEFT, THAT I HADN'T SEEN UNTIL NOW??? (09/09/2025)

Idk why but I just love Henry so much, and he barely appears OTL, why are you like this brain????



I'm thinking of using this hc page as a reference if I get to participate on the Folgers Exchange this decemeber, so here is what I'm requesting :'3

UPDATED 2025!


-Interested in seeing Travis’ sad/shocked reaction at looking at Henry’s clone, especially hearing his different voice. (Travis taking note of how annoying his Irish accent was but that it was better than his current voice, trying to sound like some edgy chad or something).

-Henry and shota Travis interacting, you can make Henry recognize Travis' new 'form' or not, you can make something sad or something spicy or a mix of both. 

-Shota Travis is one of the few shotas that can be on the bottom for me. 

-Smut of HenTrav is okay! make them angry fuck or tease each other, make them not fuck, go wild.

-A study of Henry's personality change and how Travis' reacts to it.





-If it's NMH3, I'd love if the Henry we used to know is in the dreamscape, feeling what the 'new Henry' is doing. If shota Travis is there, have him also feel and wonder what's happening.

-For me this is set in the NMH3 era, so it has to be something with a sad/melancholic tone, especially because of what was done to Henry in the game (rest in peace sweet prince...).


-Jeane mentions are okay (as in Henry and Travis' sister).


-If possible, anything happening on the NMH3 times, I'd love if Travis had his disheveled look...







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DNW

-It must be shota Travis in the dreamscape. No adult Travis.

-No bottom Henry or top Travis.

-Sylvia can be mentioned only if it serves to remind Travis' of Henry.

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There’s literally nothing of this pairing on ao3 but a small fic from 2012 that isn’t even marked as a pairing kinda fic. Also I haven’t spotted any fanarts ;; I'm super thirsty for this pairing...

2025 UPDATE: There's 3 fanfics of Henry/Travis on AO3!!!! A happy year!!




Examples of HenTrav I've drawn!


How I imagine them interacting in this scenario.



Evil/brainwashed but HOT.

Dancing...

Henry and his sad look on 3.





domingo, 5 de noviembre de 2023

Fandom-Related Questions

A: Your current OTP.

Vergil/Dante.

I've been crying more than a month about it recenlty. The brainworm that makes me go brrrr is Nero being Vergil and Dante's baby :'3 Top Vergil 4 lyfe. I won't accept top Dante, sorry not sorry. I just love mourning, crying, sad Dante, in pain thinking of his brother~ This pairing comes like the flu for me since I started shipping them, it comes and goes, but lately is been on my mind and on my draws and on my fanfic diet.

RickMorty

Also the ship-of-the-season rn, the 7th season is currently airing and I'm STARVING, the worm hasn't activated yet bc nothing shippy has happened yet (MORTY COME HOME ALREADY PLS, there's currently been a lack of Morty on the 3 newest episodes...we thirsty). Been toying with the idea of Rick Prime being the trigger for Rick to 'confess' or 'accept' his love for Morty outloud. My brain has been on fire since last year when they revealed Rick's backstory and showed Prime as the 'new antagonist' of sorts (since they gave a conclusion to the Evil Morty plot line.) And well, I'm waiting for the hit to come so I can do more fanart.


Brad/Terry (Lisa the Painful)

I'm dying with this 'pairing' right now. It may not be a super popular pairing but I love everything about Terry Hintz. More on the 'one sided' flavor but I'm all in for Terry love~

B: A pairing you initially didn’t consider but someone changed your mind.
More than a change of mind it was an eyeopener, but I consider Mogamino a big reveal on my mob sicko reading. Spilly definitely opened my third eye with it.
I suppose that in the long run I've considered more pairings because I've been exposed to them tru friends or people I've followed but I can't think which atm.

C: A pairing you wish you shipped, but just can't.
Any of my current otps but in reverse. I can't take it. Same goes with shipping characters I've already paired together forever with others, for example, pairing Levi with Eren (SnK) is a huge no for me because for me Levi and Erwin are destined forever and ever. Pairing Kakashi with another that isn't Guy makes me go 'get that out of my sight.' etcetc. IT'S STUPID I KNOW.

D: What was the first thing you ever contributed to a fandom?

The first things I ever posted on the internet where silly mcr and 30stm drawings on deviantart...I was a huge nobody (now I'm just a nobody), then I got into my Naruto fixation, then bands again (Green Day drawings), and then pokemon doodles plus PerryDoof adsjkas. These don't count as contribution to shit but where the first stuff I put out there, still archived on my dA luckily.
I definitely don't think of me as a contributor of anything, but I really like to think that I provided Stancest food when the theory of Stan (gravity falls) having a twin was still just that, a fan theory. I was drawing tons of 'what ifs' with shippy motives all over tumble on 2014-2015 and it wasn't yet a huge deal.

E: Have you added anything stupid/cracky/hilarious to your fandom, if so, what?
The only thing I can think of rn is Dante being Nero's mom. (I suppose the crack I deliver is the mpreg to anything I touch, I still remember I drew sasunaru babies in 8th grade).

F: What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom? What fandom was it?
I think the strongest fndm I've been constant with is the rickmorty one. Since 2015 each time there's a new season I draw a ton and do a full series rewatch. I've seen my art grown since then. You could make a timeline of my progress with only rckmrt art hahaha.
G: What was your first fandom?
Online? Naruto. Even tho I wasn't part of communities of anything, I've always enjoyed things mostly alone and have found dear friends along the way that share the same feelings as me regarding some series, but to be part of a group? nope....I used to be open to talk with anyone commenting my artwork (mostly my dA and tungle years....before 2016.) but now the further I am from the fndm eye, the better.
H: Do you prefer real-life TV shows or animated TV shows?
I prefer videogames....I have come to that realization. But yeah, animated shows are more my thing than real-life, even tho I enjoy some of them from time to time.
I: Has tumblr caused you to stop liking any fandoms, if so, which and why?
Tungle has caused me to hate fandom in general. The 1st fndm I remember despising was the steven universe one, I almost didn't watch that because of the fndm. Since 2015 I have been irreparably damaged regarding fndm because people have totally forgotten that fndm should be a place to share your love and ideas toward something in common but it has turned into a morality war and an excuse to bully people and make them suffer for drawings and shit. Estoy cansado de este rancho, de su gente :'))))
J: Name a fandom you didn’t care/think about until you saw it all over tumblr.
I didn't know about jojo until I saw a gif o Kakyoin doing the rerorerorero. That was it for me.

K: How do you feel about the other people in your current fandom(s).
I feel fear haha, I'm gonna be honest, I don't trust anybody, I feel like everyone out there is just waiting for a drawing they despise to stab my back. Has already happened like 3 big times with jojo, a girl who i didn't even followed and they wanted to cancel me bc she followed me, and hellsing being a nest of the most fucking stupid people. I don't want fndms to find me, even tho I'm still dumb enough to put my art out there...even tho slowly I've decreased my art posting.

L: Your favorite fanartist/author gives you one request, what do you ask for?
I would love to have recs of series/games/music/art they like and to know what is their most liked thing about them.

M: A person who got you into a fandom and what fandom they pulled you in to.
Spilly filled my two last braincells with Gundam. Amusha nation forever.

N: Your favorite fandom (for the people; not the thing you fangirl over).
The only people I remember fondly from years and years ago were the true detective fans who shipped Marty and Rusty. They were the most mature and kind people I've encountered.
O: Choose a song at random, what ship does it remind you of?
I'm not in love (10cc) is my rickmorty anthem. I listen to it as if it's Rick's POV. Rick denying his feels my beloved. (I have a thing for this kinda dynamic....denying your feelings and turning it into 'violence'....idk OTL)
P: Invent a random AU for any fandom (we always need more ideas).
31 minutos pero en lugar de noticiero fuera como los autos locos.
But if we talking AUs in general my fave types are Gijinka, Animal Crossing, Mpreg Aus, and anything ABO. I'm a simple girl.
Q: A ship you’ve abandoned and why.
Wolfwood/Vash. The new people into the ship have used it as an excuse to tell everyone else they are 'disgusting' and that sort of (even worse) insults when they pair Vash and Knives. Now the pairing makes me bitter. Like it's been contaminated.
R: A pairing you ship that you don’t think anyone else ships.
I know I'm the only one into this ship bc there's 0 ship art of it and it's Kafei x Curiosity shop man from Majora's Mask.... I suppose the japanese fandom might have apported to it in a long lost past, but still...my rarest ship I guess OTL.
Another rare ship is Cyrus and Frog from Chrono Trigger....the yaoi is right there for everyone to see, but I also feel like I'm the only one in the world shipping it....Like the ship above, I feel that maybe there was stuff about them but got lost in time or only took part on japanese spaces....

S: What's a headcanon you have?
Dante is Nero's mom.
T: What are your favorite male/male ships or female/female ships?
Gonna mention the one's I've been more into along the years ;u;
Guy/Kakashi.(naruto)
Nace, crece, se hacen rivales, sufren, forman un lazo inquebrantable, sobreviven y viven como pareja vieja de casados y muere. El ciclo de la vida completo.
Erwin/Levi. (snk)
The only thing I care about in shingeki. Tragedy and a strong bond that makes one of them stronger and gives them a will to live. What can I say???
Rick/Morty (RnM)
I just love the whole 'you were bred for it' thing going on. Inseparable toxic bitches. More denial of feelings. I love pain.
Bodoque/Tulio (31 minutos)
Bodoque en negación, Tulio sin una sola pista y siendo una tentación. One-sided y en negación *chef kiss*.
Vergil/Dante (Devil May Cry)

Twins are my biggest weakness. One soul divided in two bodies, the separation, the pinning, the sadness, the PAIN. Dante crying for Vergil and that being the 'this is why it's called Devil May Cry' fried my brain. I love deeply sad characters, longing ukes (Levi is into this category).

Blackjack/Kiriko (bj)
Life and Death fighting each other. Medical drama my beloved.
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Zelda/Midna (Twilight Princess)
I adore this ship. I love their interactions and how Midna is all over Zelda when she gets possesed. The depiction of this Zelda is also my fave, she looks so perfect and ofc, she tops. Light and Dark~
Pipimi/Popuko (Pop Team Epic)
Trash girls doing shit my beloveds. They are affectionate, they are violent, they are shitty, they are double trouble. Girlbosses, como dicen los chavos.
Bayonetta/Jeanne (Bayonetta)
I will ignore the het bullshit of bayo3. For me the best Bayos in the multiverse or whatever are the lesbians.
BayoJeanne forever.
Susie/Noelle (Deltarune)
I love Noelle being crazy about the Bad Girl(tm) and said bad girl not being THAT bad and notices and starts feeling it mr krabs. 11/10.

U: What are your favorite male/female ships?
Gomez/Morticia (Addams Family)
THE married couple with kids I adore. The ideal het ship.
Integra/Alucard (Hellsing)
Girlboss and tamed beast. Yummy.
Helga/Arnold (Hey! Arnold)
I visualized myself as Helga as a small child. She was though and didn't show her true feelings in front of others, she observed her 'beloved' from afar and ofc, she was violent towards him. (This is maybe why I like this dynamic so much??) I always remember the episode where Helga is dreaming about them growing old and she was president and him was 'the first man' hahaha, I just love dominant women....
Lola Bunny/ Bugs Bunny
Lola would dom Bugs ass and also the power they have on my brain. Lola and Bugs in draw are FIRE. The possibilities.
Noi/Shin (Dorohedoro)
Another perfect couple. Buff girl, buff boi, they care profoundly about each other and they have respect for each other.

V: Do you have any 3-way ships? If so, what?
mmmmm I don't think of any right now. I'm more of a 'monogamous' shipper x)
W: 5 favorite characters from 5 different fandoms.
Totakeke (Animal Crossing), Ocelot (Metal Gear), Terry Hintz (Lisa the Painful), Leon Kennedy (RE4), Kenny McCormick (South Park)
X: 3 OTPs from 3 different fandoms.
Harry/Kim (Disco Elysium)
Knives/Vash (Trigun)
Hitoshura/Lucifer (SMT3)

Y: A fandom you’re in but have no ships from.
There must be one but I can't think of any rn. I always go into things thinking of shipping

Z: What's a ship that you want to ship publicly, but everyone on tumblr hates it so you keep your mouth shut about it?
Almost anything considered problematic. I try to draw and post puublicly always, but there's always people out there wanting to make everything into a fight....and ruining your life.

God if u got here. Thank you for reading :03

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